Today/Thoughts out loud 

My gosh. I slept till 1, stayed in bed till almost 3 and then my day was non-stop moving till now. I cleaned all the pets (it’s a lot I promise) and I just finally got a moment to sit down(after my shower, of course) and my lord. I am exhausted. 
I feel this cramping pain and my back is just ready to give up. I really hope that I won’t feel this crappy everyday from so much moving, because I dunno how my body will feel after working out a lot. 
Tomorrow is my friend’s party and I’m debating wether to stay there tonight and help her clean tomorrow or just enjoy my night. Hmmmm…who knows. 

Now for my thoughts….I have been dating this guy for almost 3 years. I am not really sure if I am with him because I like him and want a future with him or just to make me feel better. Like “yeah, I’m fat, but I have a boyfriend”. I know that it isn’t fair to him, I just don’t know if that is the only reason I am with him or not. 
Am I the only one like that? That feels like maybe they’re just with their significant other to make themselves feel good? 

I dunno. 
On the bright side, I haven’t had time to eat and I feel pretty full so if I do eat, it won’t be a lot xD 

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